Episode 5: Drunken phone calls, spontaneous city dates, and the ultimate COVID relationship success story

Welcome to the fourth episode of Ordinary Love—a podcast where I sit down with couples and celebrate their love story! Join me as I hear about the big, small, beautiful, sometimes messy, and always special ordinary moments that make relationships incredibly extraordinary.

This week I got to sit with Jessy and Chelsea, two of my dear friends from college. Jessy and Chelsea live on opposite ends of the San Francisco Bay, but are still only a ferry ride away from each other. It was such a pleasure chatting with them and hearing the ways in which their relationship is special and unique. 

Join us as they share:

♡ Instantly falling for each other

♡ Moving from San Diego to Portland to Hawaii to the Bay Area

♡ Focusing on HOW they argue vs. not arguing at all

♡ Starting new chapters and recalibrating needs and expectations of each other

♡ Surviving Devin’s PA school 

♡ Proposing to each other and things not going to plan

♡ Navigating threats to same sex marriage in 2025

♡ Celebrating the simple things in life together

♡ Intentionally prioritizing rest and health together 

...And more!

Scroll down for episode transcript ♡

 

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Hi, welcome back to Ordinary Love, a podcast 
where we sit down with couples and talk about

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their relationships. I am Karina, your host. And 
today I'm sitting with the lovely couple of Jesse

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and Chelsea. We went to college together. 
Or actually, no, we didn't go to college.

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We went to the same college and we had the same 
friends in college, but we actually didn't meet

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until after. Yeah. Um, that's so funny. 
I pro forgot. Yeah. College by proxy. Um,

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so, okay. I would love to start with you 
guys just introducing yourselves. Sure. Um,

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so my name is Chelsea. I don't know where I'm 
supposed to look. You can look at me. You can

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look at Jesse. You can also look at the camera if 
you want if that's not awkward, but Oh, yeah. No,

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that's fine. So, my name is Chelsea. You know 
that. You know that. Maybe you don't know that,

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but my name is Chelsea. I'm 24. She her pronouns 
and currently I am working at a lab in Valo. What

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kind of lab? Yeah. Oh, it is an oil conditioning 
oil condition monitoring lab. Um, so we analyze

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a lot of lubricants like oils, greases, and um, we 
also take a look at fuels, a bunch of other stuff.

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Not just that, it's it's a lot. For sure. For 
sure. Thank you. My name is Jesse. I am 28 years

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old. Uh, I go by he him. Um, and I am a software 
developer for a media company in the Bay Area.

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Wow. And where do you guys live? Um, I'm currently 
living in American Canyon and I'm currently living

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in San Francisco. Jesse was saying earlier that 
you guys live an hour away from each other about.

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Yeah. He said that sometimes you take the ferry. 
I do. That's so funny to me. Not just sometimes,

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all the time, actually. Really? I literally 
can't like you just like take a little boat.

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That's not probably what it's different in my 
head probably. But no, it's it's a cute idea,

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right? Like it's just so it's so nice that it's 
nearby, too. Um cuz the terminal is right at Val,

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so it's only like a 4-minute drive from my work. 
Really? Yeah. So often if I'm like going straight

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from work to San Francisco, I literally just take 
like a lift to the terminal and then it's an hour

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ride to San Francisco. Um and obviously public 
transport is so much better in San Francisco.

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Yeah. And it beats taking like Bart or something. 
I mean, Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That's so funny. I love

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that. Okay, we'll probably get into that 
more later. Thank you guys for introducing

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yourselves. Um, if we could just start by going 
through your guys's story and timeline. Um, it's

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funny. We are college by proxy. College. What did 
you say? I think I I said that, but grammatically

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I don't think it makes sense. I don't think so. 
I was like, "Ah, that sounds a lot of the things

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I say are not grammatically correct." It's going 
purely on five. But yeah, I I just remember Jesse,

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we became friends after college. So, in college, 
I was we were all part of the same student

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organization. And in that student organization 
are different little like I don't even know what

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you would they call it aspects but they're 
like groups subgroups camps subgroups where

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like they're focused on different things like 
singing and uh like hip-hop dancing and we were

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all associated with Kasama which is the ballroom 
dance group. Um and I was actually a co-cordinator

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when I was a sophomore so this was like 2015 or 
so. And Chelsea is like my like great great grand.

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Yeah. I just think Yeah. Like uh but Chelsea was 
the co-coordinator in what was it 2020? Oh my god.

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Let me 2021. That's when you were I believe so. 
You were like the coordinator. I was. Yeah. We did

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everything online which is insane. It's easy. I 
can't even I would love to hear about it one day.

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Yeah, someday. Cuz it was like a whole thing, 
right? Like I was um co-cordinator at first, but

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then I became like main coordinator um online cuz 
unfortunately my co-cordinator had to drop out.

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You were alone? I was. Um Yeah. Oh my god. Jennis 
was alone, too, wasn't he? Yeah, he was. I don't

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know how y'all did that. Wow. I don't I don't 
know either. Oh my god. So, not only were you the

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coordinator during CO where everything was online. 
This is a ballroom dance troop, by the way.

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Like it's not even like like hip-hop dancing is 
like you're just for the most part you're dancing

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by yourself, right? Ballroom dancing is like a 
contact dancing where you need to dance with a

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partner. Partner dance and she did this alone. I 
tried to do it alone. I am so proud of you. Thank

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you. Oh my god. I know. Honestly, like our lineage 
was like full of people who were just so willing

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to support and help and I definitely utilized 
that. Oh, good. I mean, it was so good to like

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even just know everyone like who came before 
me, my predecessors. Pred terminology, right?

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Yeah. Oh my god. Wow. My ancestors not maybe my 
forefathers. Um, how did we get here? Oh, yeah.

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I was like rambling and going off, but um, we were 
all part of the same student organization. Is that

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how you guys met? I would say like the covid time 
was definitely like a fundamental like aspect of

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the introduction story like how I view it in my 
head. There are two times we met. The first time

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we met was actually back before co I think I was 
staying over at uh our friend at the time but we

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didn't know each other at all. Like I met Chelsea 
as like during a time when I think she was heading

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for class and I was just in the living room. I 
can't remember the exact context of it. I don't

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that's not how I remember it really. No, I think 
Okay, this is how I see it. This is how I remember

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it. It was like an evening and I think you were 
there um and you were about to leave, but I was

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just coming in and we kind of just introduced I 
we were introduced in passing. You're right. I was

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going to work. I was going to work at the coffee 
shop where we worked and we were just about like,

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"Hey, nice to meet you." Yeah. Nice to meet 
you. Cool. Yeah. Um, wow. That was the basically

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that was the full extent basically like our 
interactions. But I remember that moment vividly.

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We like it was just kind of like a mutual friend 
like the friends you kind of just like you friends

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of friends. It's like not really the environment 
where like you could like start asking questions

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about each other or something. So it was just kind 
of like that during COVID time. Now let me fast

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forward about a year afterwards. I'm actually back 
in school um since I was taking a break um at the

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time. Wait, were you in Santa Cruz still though? 
I was in Santa Cruz. Yeah. You just weren't I just

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wasn't in the school. Um so now that like the next 
year um we happened and you know at that at that

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point it was fall so the schools were already shut 
down. Everyone was like scrambling trying to find

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a way like how do we make the how do we make the 
clubs work as it did in in this now COVID period

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time just like anything like through classes. It 
was through Zoom. It was through Discord. Like all

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like whatever resources everything everything just 
felt so disjointed but you know everyone like the

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feeling of trying to like get everyone together 
was there and you know Chelsea was championing

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that. And I I knew like I wanted to do Kasama even 
before COVID. Like I was like I'm gonna do this

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ballroom dance team because so many of my friends 
beforehand came led this and it was like a awesome

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I thought environment to I just meet people and 
just be a part of and I saw that Chelsea was the

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head of it. I was like I know her. I know her 
through that one pass through. Okay. It was

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that only that one time. Yeah. Yeah. It was that 
one time only. Really? Wait, sorry. Back up really

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quick. Whose house was it? Louisa's. Oh, okay. 
You and Louisa lived together. No, we didn't. Oh,

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you guys were just both there. Yeah. No, I I was 
I was good friends with Louisa um at that time and

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so like no connection to Chelsea whatso but she 
was also friends with Louisa at the time. Shout

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out to Louisa. shout out. It was really funny 
cuz I would often go over to her place cuz I

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was going through something at the time and you 
know when you know you're going through something,

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you're trying to find that support and often times 
you find yourself um gravitating towards a certain

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place and a lot of the times it was like you know 
being with Louisa and like you know she was very

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very comforting you know she was she is a gem. 
Yeah, truly. Yeah, she's a gem of a person. Yeah.

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That's so funny though. I didn't know the once the 
club kind of started the cadence became once once

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a week we would just hop on the Discord or hop on 
Zoom and do our practice. So Chelsea would like

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choreograph the set dance that we would normally 
do in person but just kind of in front of a camera

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like once once a week we practice together and 
then just kind of hung out. But I know I knew

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that it took a lot of like time and stuff to 
prep for this anyways. Um, so like as part of

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like the organization like you know they have 
like sometimes they have interns so like they

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help people like who help out the coordinators 
do stuff. And so I actually volunteered to really

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intern. Yeah. So I was actually Chelsea's intern. 
I did not know this good bit. Yeah. So for a bit

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or the whole time? For the whole time? For the 
whole time. Okay. Was it just you? It was just me,

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I think. Yeah. So I Wow, this is so cute. This 
is so cute. I know this. So work time worked,

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you know. So I was helping her and then um like 
after like kind of like a while I was like I was

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like I kind of I think she's kind of cute, you 
know. And then so I remember like I think the

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kind of like the the threshold where like it was 
just kind of like a feeling to like oh my god wait

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a second maybe I like it was after like a Friday 
night hangout session on call. You know I was with

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the my old college housemates and like we were all 
like we were still we were all isolated at this

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point. Everyone else was working. Um, and I was 
the only one in school, but I think we all just

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wanted to like party like, you know, like just 
just like just like we did back in, you know,

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the days when they were still in school. Yeah. And 
I think in doing so, I think I invited Chelsea to

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join and I think we hung out for a little bit 
and then I just Wait, is this virtually? This

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is virtually. So, this is all all every every bit 
of interactions at this point was just virtual on

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Zoom. Oh, yeah. This cuz this was 2021. Yeah. 
2021 I was still at home in American Canyon and

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I stayed there the entire time. Yeah. Yeah. So 
all of our interactions were online. Everything

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that he's talking about right now. It was all 
over Zoom. Mhm. That's wild. So you're like,

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"Oh, we were just hanging out every Friday night. 
You guys were on camera." Yeah. Indicative of the

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times. Yeah. Right. I just remember uh this part's 
like not PG really friendly, but we, you know,

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we drank our normal amounts and I just remember 
I woke up in the morning kind of losing a bit of

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memory about what happened the night before and I 
I'm like on the couch, not even in my bed and I'm

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like on the couch and I I check my phone and I see 
that like on the phone log history a time length

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of called Chelsea called to Chelsea for like 4 
hours and this was like at you don't remember

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this midnight to 4 in the morning I remember 
the evidence of it I remember I am so excited

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to hear your side of this oh my god and and I 
just remember like oh my god like did I leave

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you like on like a phone dial Apparently, we had a 
full ass conversation like something like that. I

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don't know. But I was not I was there but I wasn't 
there for 4 hours. That's Yeah. Okay. And then So,

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what time did you wake up that morning? Do you 
remember? Like 8 or 9. Okay. So, it had been like

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four or five hours since you hung up basically. 
Yeah. I was like, did I annoy you? Like, I'm

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so sorry. Like, did I mean like I didn't mean to 
like, you know, like drunk drunk messages the next

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morning regret. It's just like I hate I was like 
why why am I like this you know re-evaluating your

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life reevaluating everything. Oh my god. Okay. I 
have to know. Okay. So I remember this is what I

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remember. I don't remember a lot of details. 
We actually before sorry before going is it

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was it just you two on call? Yeah. Getting drunk 
together? No. No. I was completely sober. I was

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completely sober for the entire day before that 
and the four hours we were on call. Oh my god. So,

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you were just drinking with her, but like Yeah, 
basically. Okay. I don't I don't know why I was

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imagining like like a group hangout cuz you know 
how we used to do those YouTube festivals and

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stuff like that and we would like all watch them. 
Were you ever on one of those? I was. Yeah. But I

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remember when our like Did we meet No, but we 
were Well, yeah, cuz like I met you virtually,

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I think. I think I met you virtually, too. Yeah, 
I think I think we were cuz we were supposed to go

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to We were supposed to go to Yeah. So, I was 
living actually in the apartment afterwards,

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but we were I remember like I was in the friend 
group that was going all planning to go to Beyond

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Wonderland and then they cancelled that. So, then 
during that summer before the summer before I

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got back to school, I met you through like one of 
those online, hey guys, let's just drink some wine

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and just chill out on YouTube. That's so funny. I 
Yeah, that's how we met and then we met in person

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for the first time at the festival. Oh my god. 
Okay. So, it wasn't that that what you guys were

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doing. No, no, no, no, no, no, no. It was Well, 
one half of it was. Oh my god. Okay. So, I have to

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know. Oh my gosh. I can't remember if this was a 
Friday. Um, it must have been one of our practice

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days cuz I remember we were doing something else 
during the day, like we were on call or talking or

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something. With the whole team. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. 
And then later on, like this was, I think, a time

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where we were definitely talking over text at this 
point, like we were talking a little more. Um,

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and later that evening, you guys, I think you went 
out somewhere and then you came back. But he got

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home and then we were texting and like it was kind 
of that development of like maybe like 30 minutes

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before it was like comprehensive and then later 
on it was like some gibberish I was truly trying

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to make sense of cuz I thought he was really was 
trying to say something to me. Not there was not

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a thought behind it behind that. Trying really 
hard. He would say something about paramore,

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something about chess. And then I got a call and 
I was like, "Oh, cool." You know, why not? It was

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like midnight at this point. Um, but by then he 
had already been like pretty incomprehensible

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on text. Yeah, I was curious. I was like, you 
know, I hope everything's okay. But most of it

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was just curious. So, I answered the call and 
then I was like, "Oh, okay. This makes sense."

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But yeah, no, it was literally just me on call 
listening to what he had to say. And you know,

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he was talking about a lot of things. A 
lot of things. I mean, it was four hours.

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Yeah. If you didn't, if you didn't talk 
much, you must have said a lot of things.

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I think like maybe the day after I was 
like I I I had this question and I was

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like I was like is she in a good space if 
she's willing to endure that for 4 hours?

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It was a Friday night. Yeah, it was a Friday 
night. It was co What was I going to be doing?

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Literally exactly this is this is me living 
vicariously through your party self at that time.

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So, how did that call end from what you remember? 
You don't remember, but it did he say good night?

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Did he like or did he just fall asleep? Uh, 
I don't know if you want me to say this. Uh,

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I don't even know you. I recalled everything 
to you. I remember texting you like I texted

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him a whole rundown of how the call That's 
right. She did. Did I say he was like, "Oh,

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I don't remember it." I'm like, "I remember." 
Um, so our one of our other friends was there,

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too. It was um someone who was staying over, 
not one of your housemates. Um yeah, it was

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Tito. Um and he was there. He joined us on call. 
He saw Jesse was on call and we knew each other,

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Tito and I. So he was there. Jesse became quite 
tired and then you know he just kind of cut off

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like that was the end of the call. Like like 
he didn't hang up but I saw him visually he

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was done. Yeah. No more. Yeah. Yeah. He had said 
everything he needed to say. Exactly. Um, so Tito,

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luckily Tito was there and he helped him like, 
you know, get to bed and just, you know, put him

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to bed. And after that, Tito and I conversed for a 
while. So it was it was four hours of Jesse and I

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talking and then me listening him talking. This is 
fine. Um, and then Tito was there and he was like,

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I think I'm going to head home and he was like, 
do you want to get on a call and just talk while I

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head home? I was like, okay, cool. So it was also 
a lot of Okay. So you were like just supervising

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the whole night. Yeah, literally. Well, that's 
sweet though. That's sweet though. Like you made

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sure that I mean as much as you could cuz you 
weren't like physically there but you you know

0:17:09.520,0:17:15.520
made sure he got into bed and was like Yeah. 
Exactly. Yeah. And then so then what happened

0:17:15.520,0:17:23.360
after? I was like okay why you know why am I drunk 
calling this person like and so like I kind of

0:17:23.360,0:17:30.320
like sat down and I was like you know it's like do 
I like this person? And then so at this point like

0:17:30.320,0:17:36.880
we were zoom calling, discord calling for like 
kasama related reasons. But then we started like

0:17:36.880,0:17:41.120
you know the the conversations became less and 
less about kasama and then I think at some point

0:17:41.120,0:17:47.200
I remember um I said you know we should hang out 
you know and then so I think uh I asked you out.

0:17:47.200,0:17:51.120
I remember doing it over text originally and 
then I was like okay no I gota I got to call

0:17:51.120,0:17:57.040
her you know I got to do this like a sort of like 
a FaceTime thing. Um, and so I we said to meet up,

0:17:57.040,0:18:01.280
let's hang out and somewhere in the city. Uh, 
because that's that's the middle point between

0:18:01.280,0:18:06.320
where I was living at the time and American 
Canyon, which was San Francisco. And so we had our

0:18:06.320,0:18:14.000
basically our first like date date. We went to the 
uh Golden Gate Park. We went to uh And this was

0:18:14.000,0:18:18.480
the first time you had met in person in person. 
Well, this was like consciously kind of like,

0:18:18.480,0:18:24.560
you know, intentionally. Yeah. Yeah. Um and so 
we basically spent the entire day in SF. It was

0:18:24.560,0:18:29.520
uh it was an adventure. It It was an adventure. 
A lot going on. Yeah. Uh I thought my car had

0:18:29.520,0:18:35.200
got stolen at that time. Um appar like we parked 
somewhere in the park and then we remember walking

0:18:35.200,0:18:41.920
back to it. Uhhuh. I got because the car was not 
there and I panicked and so we walked all the

0:18:41.920,0:18:46.960
way to the police station like started like you 
know talking to them and then and then I called

0:18:46.960,0:18:50.640
my dad and you know like hey dad like I think the 
car might be like not here and he's like oh wait

0:18:50.640,0:18:54.160
didn't you have your like he asked like didn't 
you like have your laptop in it like does your

0:18:54.160,0:18:59.840
iPad like have a tracker? I was like oh you were 
right. No we just didn't walk to the same spot.

0:18:59.840,0:19:06.240
So I I was like I'm pretty sure it's a little 
further than where we stopped when you started

0:19:06.240,0:19:10.000
getting worried. I was like I think it was a 
little further than this but I think because

0:19:10.000,0:19:14.160
you had gotten your car stolen before you were 
very insistent that it had gotten stolen again.

0:19:14.160,0:19:20.240
Yeah. Yeah. So Oh Jesse I didn't when this is when 
I was working like two jobs back to back. So like

0:19:20.240,0:19:26.800
I would work at the coffee shop and I was working 
at another job where I was helping like a tenant

0:19:26.800,0:19:34.160
or supervise a building that was converted from a 
veterans memorial hall into a co shelter. Um so I

0:19:34.160,0:19:41.360
would work coffee shop from 6:00 a.m. to 3:00 p.m. 
and then go to work at 4:00 p.m. to 11:00 p.m. And

0:19:41.360,0:19:47.520
I remember driving back from the last like one 
of these days just in my apartment parking lot. I

0:19:47.520,0:19:53.040
apparently like left the keys inside because I was 
like just it it must have been fatigue. Yeah. And

0:19:53.040,0:20:00.720
I woke up the next day going trying to go to work. 
Car's gone. So Oh god. Um it was uh Yeah, I'd say

0:20:00.720,0:20:06.240
I'd say like I think what had Yeah, the panic was 
definitely like you know me not remembering right.

0:20:06.240,0:20:13.440
And so but it did lead to a funny story cuz you 
know it was just like one block one block away

0:20:13.440,0:20:18.800
versus like where I where I thought I parked and 
I just started panicking. So so a lot of relief

0:20:18.800,0:20:24.560
after we a lot of relief for sure and then we were 
like oh well do we still want to go to cheesecake

0:20:24.560,0:20:33.840
factory it's like I mean we can drive now but 
and we did we went cheesecake factory in SF still

0:20:33.840,0:20:47.680
yeah wait when was this this was in 2021 July 17th 
2021 that's my birthday that's so Wait. Okay. So,

0:20:47.680,0:20:52.480
yeah, things were open by then. Started like 
just starting to Yeah. Was it like outdoor

0:20:52.480,0:20:58.160
seating or No, actually indoor. Yeah. Wasn't as 
populated as like Cheesecake Factory usually is.

0:20:58.160,0:21:04.000
For sure. They probably like had like I don't know 
every other table or something. Yeah. Okay. So,

0:21:04.000,0:21:10.320
you went to Golden Gate Park, panicked that your 
car was stolen, went to the police station, and

0:21:10.320,0:21:14.640
then went back and then you went to the Cheesecake 
Factory. We did. And then what happened after?

0:21:16.240,0:21:21.680
I think we got Boba, I think. Yeah, we got Boba 
afterwards and then I I think after that we just

0:21:21.680,0:21:26.640
I drove you back. Yeah. Drove drove drove back to 
American Canyon. Then I went from American Canyon

0:21:26.640,0:21:32.080
all the way down to San Jose. Oh my god. Wait, you 
were living in San Jose? That was when I was Del

0:21:32.080,0:21:37.840
Camre. Oh. Oh my god. I'm like all my timelines 
are getting mixed up. No, I So when you were

0:21:37.840,0:21:44.160
living in Del Comre is when Kasama was happening 
and stuff. Yep. And so, wait, Chelsea. So,

0:21:44.160,0:21:48.640
we knew that Jesse was like, you know, ever since 
the drunken conversation, he was like, "Okay,

0:21:48.640,0:21:52.880
like, do I like this person? I'm going to ask 
her out on a date." What was happening for you?

0:21:52.880,0:21:57.600
Did you When did you start developing feelings 
for him? So, I thought he was really cute. Well,

0:21:57.600,0:22:01.760
here's the thing, right? like I was coordinating 
for Sama and you know I was very grateful that

0:22:01.760,0:22:06.400
he was willing to help and he was still very 
enthusiastic cuz at that time obviously like

0:22:06.400,0:22:10.080
you know with everything happening all the online 
stuff happening a lot of people were getting like

0:22:10.080,0:22:15.040
fatigue from being online a lot um and a lot 
of people just wanted to focus on like school

0:22:15.040,0:22:21.360
cuz it was so hard to school was already hard 
alone. Yeah. Yeah. Right. And so like you know

0:22:21.360,0:22:26.080
it was okay like a lot of team members started 
waning from attending those inerson practices

0:22:26.080,0:22:32.960
um cuz I would record these instructional videos 
um for our dances and like the practices were

0:22:32.960,0:22:37.280
kind of like you know supplemental I guess like 
obviously people call on their own time can learn

0:22:37.280,0:22:42.400
from those instructional videos but if they wanted 
to get together and like you know do the dances

0:22:42.400,0:22:48.240
together online that was open to them too. Um, but 
I would also hold office hours cuz I know that was

0:22:48.240,0:22:52.640
kind of a regular thing for Kasama coordinators as 
well when people needed help and it was a separate

0:22:52.640,0:22:56.880
time from like those evening practices. So if 
people were busy they could pop in like onto

0:22:56.880,0:23:01.600
office hours. That's what he started doing too. 
That's kind of how we kind of got into calling.

0:23:01.600,0:23:07.200
Is that the Fridays? I think it was the Fridays, 
right? Yeah. I think I I don't remember. Yeah. But

0:23:07.200,0:23:10.720
it was probably on that Friday. That was probably 
the call we were on. It was like a regular time

0:23:10.720,0:23:14.800
that you guys Yeah. got together, right? Yeah. 
Yeah. because it would be like the office hours

0:23:14.800,0:23:19.200
and then like later on in the night we would do 
like study calls. They were truly study calls and

0:23:19.200,0:23:23.600
then afterwards they started being more like you 
know fun like let loose calls and um I was like

0:23:23.600,0:23:29.440
oh you know he seems really cool you know I think 
one of the non Kasama related texts he sent was

0:23:29.440,0:23:35.040
about music um and like our Spotify cuz I create a 
playlist for Kasama like anybody could contribute

0:23:35.040,0:23:40.480
to um and so I thought oh you know that's cool 
that you know we could talk about not just Kasama

0:23:40.480,0:23:46.160
cuz Kasama was like my life at that point. Oh, I 
bet. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, literally like I everything

0:23:46.160,0:23:50.640
like even within my home recording those videos, 
a lot of people got to know my living room really

0:23:50.640,0:23:54.640
well. Yeah. I was going to ask I'm like where did 
you even record your videos? I was very lucky.

0:23:54.640,0:23:59.840
Like at home we have a big living room. So against 
the white wall like it's a lot of space for me to

0:23:59.840,0:24:07.440
just dance it out. Having the ability to just talk 
about not kasama, not school was really cool and

0:24:07.440,0:24:13.520
um probably very much needed at that time. Yeah. 
Oh, absolutely. So, it was really nice to kind of

0:24:13.520,0:24:19.280
get to know a new friend. I thought it was really 
cool that like we had met in passing previously.

0:24:19.280,0:24:24.480
It was like that. I I just thought of this. It 
was that and then he told me I while I was still

0:24:24.480,0:24:30.560
working at um the Poke restaurant I was working at 
in Santa Cruz. He came to visit um at some point

0:24:30.560,0:24:35.040
or you were with someone like one of our other 
friends and he came to visit. I don't remember

0:24:35.040,0:24:40.000
this at all. I don't remember this at all, man. 
I totally forgot about that. There was so there

0:24:40.000,0:24:45.360
was the moment we met in passing and because 
I met her in passing I I vis I frequented this

0:24:45.360,0:24:50.160
pokey restaurant like quite a bit. She was working 
there at the time and I just remember like seeing

0:24:50.160,0:24:54.080
her and at that point like it was still kind of 
like a passing thing. I was like I was but I did

0:24:54.080,0:24:58.480
recognize I was like oh hey and then I think you 
were just locked in at work. I think you were just

0:24:58.480,0:25:05.920
like oh hey I don't think she remembered me in 
the slightest. Well I don't remember it but this

0:25:05.920,0:25:10.720
was before Kasama. This is this was before. Yeah, 
this is before. I think literally right before you

0:25:10.720,0:25:17.760
know the um lockdown started happening. Oh yeah. I 
was like how are you working? Oh yeah. I I I think

0:25:17.760,0:25:24.640
a lot of the co just kind of like compressed like 
all memories of that like a lot of it. I remember

0:25:24.640,0:25:29.280
it in like fragments. I don't remember it like as 
like one point like point A to point B. It's point

0:25:29.280,0:25:36.160
A to two. Yeah. Yeah. For sure. You know. Yeah. 
But I I thought it was really cute. you know,

0:25:36.160,0:25:42.800
we were talking um and you know, it was fun 
to kind of like learn all these new things,

0:25:42.800,0:25:49.680
learn somebody, learn about somebody new, right? 
Um and I think we were just really there were a

0:25:49.680,0:25:54.400
lot of things like especially music. We were 
very music or focused in our conversations. Oh,

0:25:54.400,0:25:59.200
I love that. I love talking about music. 
I love music. And he our music tastes are

0:25:59.200,0:26:04.880
very different. Very I was going to say I'm like, 
well, how would you describe your music taste? Um,

0:26:04.880,0:26:10.400
I like a lot of like how would I describe it? I 
honestly it's a it's a hard question. Yeah. Like

0:26:10.400,0:26:15.200
I can't I can hardly even say like what genres I 
like cuz whenever I listen to music it's hard for

0:26:15.200,0:26:19.680
me to categorize. It's just you know I like what 
I like. And I'm sure a lot of people can relate to

0:26:19.680,0:26:24.640
that too, right? Like you know you hear something, 
you like it, you like it. Um my music taste is a

0:26:24.640,0:26:30.560
lot slower. I like a lot of like folk. Um I do 
like a lot of funk. Like especially if it's like

0:26:30.560,0:26:34.880
dancable. I don't know. I don't know how to 
describe it. Yeah. Well, how like what are a

0:26:34.880,0:26:39.680
couple artists that you're listening to right now? 
Right now I'm hopping like especially with the

0:26:39.680,0:26:45.440
artists I used to like like I like Theo Catsman 
a lot. He is my favorite artist I think because

0:26:45.440,0:26:50.160
previously before I knew Theo Catsman I knew him 
as a vocalist in the band called Wolfpack. They

0:26:50.160,0:26:56.800
do a lot of like pop funk pop. They're really fun. 
They're really silly. Yeah. But um he does a lot

0:26:56.800,0:27:03.360
of like folk rock. Um and you know like it's fun. 
It's cool. It's either really slow or it's really

0:27:03.360,0:27:09.120
like upbeat, you know? I know Jesse, you listen 
to a lot of at that time. I just started getting

0:27:09.120,0:27:14.800
into EDM around the time I met her, but a lot of 
like I think the music takes that I think that

0:27:14.800,0:27:21.200
like I was kind of tact like tactically thinking 
about what music I chose to share because I feel

0:27:21.200,0:27:27.680
like I come from like it's like a diaspora of 
like music interests. Like I'll be like a I'll

0:27:27.680,0:27:37.520
be a settler for classic rock and then jump into 
2000's rap. Yeah. 2000s R&B. Even like, you know,

0:27:37.520,0:27:41.680
towards the end of high school, I was listen like 
a lot of like I don't I don't say it's indie,

0:27:41.680,0:27:48.240
but I think of indie when I like when I was 
hearing hoser a lot back then. Um so I think like

0:27:48.240,0:27:55.360
what Chelsea said was correct. I think like I'm 
a very more high upbeat I guess intense. Mhm. Um,

0:27:55.360,0:27:58.960
and she's definitely on the slower side and I 
could kind of see that. So, the music I would

0:27:58.960,0:28:03.520
sometimes recommend would be like a lot of like 
the R&B choices, right? Like you would share you

0:28:03.520,0:28:10.400
would share like what maybe she would enjoy. What 
that would be the most shared aspects where we can

0:28:10.400,0:28:19.200
relate to probably the most. When did we So, we we 
made a date uh seeing um this artist named Magic

0:28:19.200,0:28:23.040
Jordan. Oh, that was after we started dating. 
Yeah, that was after we started dating. Um,

0:28:23.040,0:28:28.800
but that was one of the very few so first songs 
I think we started to like like bond over was

0:28:28.800,0:28:34.320
um a song called Waves of Waves of Blue. Uh, that 
was just like sonic. It felt sonically the most

0:28:34.320,0:28:40.960
like if there was a ven diagram like the you know. 
Okay. I remember him sharing the link and I was

0:28:40.960,0:28:45.120
like, do you know what you just shared with me? I 
think you need to like listen to it again and like

0:28:45.120,0:28:50.320
really appreciate it more. I really I don't know. 
I there was something about the song. It was so

0:28:50.320,0:28:56.640
like like so you had heard it for the first time. 
Yeah, I did when he shared it. Um like and he just

0:28:56.640,0:29:00.480
it was like one of those songs you just share, 
you know, just share it. Yeah. Like casually

0:29:00.480,0:29:04.240
take a listen to it. Um cuz he didn't there was 
no text attached to it. It was just the link that

0:29:04.240,0:29:09.120
he sent the song and I was like this is really 
good. Listen to it again. Yeah. Like appreciate

0:29:09.120,0:29:15.920
it more. Yeah. Exactly. Okay. I have to listen to 
the song. It's good. It's like I'm really excited.

0:29:15.920,0:29:20.400
We say it's our song. So, shout out. Shout out 
Magic Jordan. You know, so that was after you guys

0:29:20.400,0:29:26.160
started dating though. Yeah, this Okay, so the 
date in SF was just a date. Yeah. Mhm. You didn't

0:29:26.160,0:29:32.560
like walk away from that. There's a I was about 
to get into this. Um I think I I sidetracked,

0:29:32.560,0:29:39.120
but I know we did. Yeah, it's okay. I think there 
were a lot of things he left out on that when we

0:29:39.120,0:29:43.680
went to Golden Gate Park because we were doing 
uh we were also painting. We brought like paint

0:29:43.680,0:29:50.000
supplies to paint in the park. Um, I love that. 
But it was also where we shared our first kiss.

0:29:50.000,0:29:57.040
Oh, okay. Okay. So, it was a good date then. 
Oh, yeah. Yeah. Wait. Okay. Sorry. I keep I So,

0:29:57.040,0:30:02.960
you guys are getting sidetracked because of me. 
So, the Golden Gate Park part where you kissed

0:30:02.960,0:30:07.440
for the first time and painted and stuff. That 
was before you thought you got your car stolen,

0:30:07.440,0:30:11.840
right? Cuz you were leaving, right, when you 
realized the Yeah. We couldn't find the car. I

0:30:11.840,0:30:16.560
exited the park. We were on the sidewalk and we 
were walking because we parked pretty far from

0:30:16.560,0:30:21.920
where we exited. Like we parked on the street 
that separates the park from the neighborhood.

0:30:21.920,0:30:28.240
So like Yeah. Like like I didn't have like a house 
for reference. I just saw trees. Okay. Okay. For

0:30:28.240,0:30:35.360
sure. But that So that was a really lovely time 
that you guys had. It was just for it just for

0:30:35.360,0:30:40.960
it to end with my panic. Okay. Sorry. Sorry. 
That's that's what I wanted to contextualize

0:30:40.960,0:30:45.120
is that you guys had like a really lovely time it 
sounds like at Golden Gate Park. And it was like,

0:30:45.120,0:30:49.680
you know, July 17th is, you know, a really great 
day. Um, but it's also like in the middle of the

0:30:49.680,0:30:53.200
summer, so like the weather must have been 
really beautiful. Oh, it was. Yeah. Know,

0:30:53.200,0:30:56.880
because it was in San Francisco, too. Like 
it was a cool breeze. Still a little warm,

0:30:56.880,0:31:02.400
but like not too warm. Like I I can't remember for 
the life of me what time during the day it was,

0:31:02.400,0:31:07.200
but four or five. Like it was like right before 
sunset. Oh, yeah. Then it was starting to get

0:31:07.200,0:31:10.800
cooler. So, like, you know, obviously I had 
an extra sweater and the weather was great,

0:31:10.800,0:31:15.520
you know, the entire time we were at the park. 
So, yeah. Okay. Well, that's really sweet. So,

0:31:15.520,0:31:21.840
that is that your anniversary? No. Okay. Um cuz 
we went on two other dates after that. Okay. Yeah.

0:31:21.840,0:31:27.200
I think this first date was in San Francisco. The 
second date was closer to where he was. It was in

0:31:27.200,0:31:33.520
San Jose. And then the third date um was in Vak, 
but we went on a hike. Oh, nice. And then I don't

0:31:33.520,0:31:39.280
know what else we did to that day. No, we went we 
went to Lagoon Valley. uh some park in in between

0:31:39.280,0:31:44.640
Sacramento and San Francisco. Um which is near 
nearby where I live. Basically like where I spent

0:31:44.640,0:31:50.640
all my summers just running cuz that's where we 
did all our training for cross country. Um and it

0:31:50.640,0:31:56.160
was just a nice place to to hike. Um Oh yeah. No, 
that's when we got together that day. The third

0:31:56.160,0:32:02.000
day. The third day. Okay. What was that? Was that 
a conversation or were you guys just like, you

0:32:02.000,0:32:07.680
know, we've been on three dates now. Like that's I 
well we previously had a conversation where I was

0:32:07.680,0:32:13.040
we were talking about like our past relationships 
at some point or like and like I don't know like

0:32:13.040,0:32:20.320
some sort of like past romantic relationship 
conversation and previously I had like

0:32:20.320,0:32:26.240
um communicated that like I don't really like to 
be super intimate with people if I don't know that

0:32:26.240,0:32:31.680
you know we can commit to something. Right. Right. 
Yeah. So, I think, you know, it was one of those

0:32:31.680,0:32:37.200
dates where we started to really get kind of close 
and, you know, like have these like more deeper

0:32:37.200,0:32:42.000
conversations. Yeah. Yeah. And so, I think we kind 
of both got the hint like, oh, like, you know,

0:32:42.000,0:32:47.600
because of that conversation that we had, you 
know, what we've communicated um, you know, maybe

0:32:47.600,0:32:53.120
it's something that we do want to get into. Yeah. 
Okay. And that was on the hike that you had. Uh,

0:32:53.120,0:32:58.960
it was after the hike. It was like later on in the 
evening cuz it's really funny cuz after our dates,

0:32:58.960,0:33:02.800
those three dates that we had, we always had 
like a recap call at the end of the like a

0:33:02.800,0:33:10.000
debriefing like that's so cute. Yeah. So like 
during that evening like during the actual date

0:33:10.000,0:33:15.040
um that's when things started to get a little 
more like deep in conversation and later on in

0:33:15.040,0:33:20.080
the night is when we clarified oh yeah like this 
is we're doing this for sure. Okay. Okay. So that

0:33:20.080,0:33:26.160
there's no uncertainty. Yeah. Exactly. Yeah. Okay. 
So, what day was that? That was September 1st,

0:33:26.160,0:33:32.800
2021. September 1st. Okay. Wow. Sorry, I'm 
just remembering like Belle and Leslie,

0:33:32.800,0:33:37.680
their anniversary is September 13th and me and 
Brad's like dating anniversary is October 2nd. So,

0:33:37.680,0:33:41.760
like it's funny cuz like I think at least I don't 
know if this is how it felt like for you guys,

0:33:41.760,0:33:47.440
but like summer of 2021 was like it had so much 
energy in it because like it was things were

0:33:47.440,0:33:52.400
opening up again. you know, we were able to like 
be in person again for the first time and like it

0:33:52.400,0:33:59.520
felt um like happy and hopeful for the first time 
in a while. So, it's just sweet that like I'm I'm

0:33:59.520,0:34:05.040
remembering a lot of people like just their, you 
know, anniversaries or whatever just kind of like

0:34:05.040,0:34:11.280
the fallish of 2021 after Yeah. It's like when you 
open a soda bottle and it's like the it's like a

0:34:11.280,0:34:16.000
first open. It's like all that pressure just That 
is such a good analogy. That's exactly what it

0:34:16.000,0:34:23.600
was. I like Yeah, it was a really fun summer. Um, 
but when you first started like actively hanging

0:34:23.600,0:34:30.080
out online, when was that? That was around like I 
want to say midappril. Somewhere around the end of

0:34:30.080,0:34:37.200
March to mid April cuz the end of March was still 
like texting. We would text often, but um I think

0:34:37.200,0:34:43.680
we were on Snapchat at the time where we like 
initiated more of like the study calls and then

0:34:43.680,0:34:49.680
those calls it would go from like studying to just 
talking until like 4:00 a.m. 5:00 a.m. 6:00 a.m.

0:34:49.680,0:34:56.560
Oh wow, what that is so late. Like I loved going 
to the library when I was going to homework and

0:34:56.560,0:35:02.080
a lot of a lot of the fun times I had in college 
before COVID was just hanging out like either like

0:35:02.080,0:35:07.520
working in the cafeteria, working in the library, 
working in a coffee shop with the people, not even

0:35:07.520,0:35:11.920
just like talking with them, just being around 
them. And so I wanted to emulate like at least for

0:35:11.920,0:35:16.320
me like when I look for stuff to do, I needed like 
someone like, "Hey, I need to do some homework.

0:35:16.320,0:35:21.120
Let's just hop on a call." You know, we work until 
11:00, then it's like, "Oh, what we do after? hang

0:35:21.120,0:35:27.280
out and then that's that most we could do. And so 
we like I you know it's crazy now I think about

0:35:27.280,0:35:34.080
it like we kind of still have that virtual thing 
because as of this time we're not like we're like

0:35:34.080,0:35:39.840
we live an hour apart from each other and so a lot 
of the weekdays it's still kind of we still have

0:35:39.840,0:35:45.280
that hangout like reminiscing like obviously they 
like we don't go to 4 a.m. more. But, you know,

0:35:45.280,0:35:50.560
it's like, you know, a lot of 21y old like a lot 
of the weekdays, a lot of lot of weekdays it's

0:35:50.560,0:35:56.640
like, "Hey, um, you know, we we'll play online 
games together. We'll do Balders, like we play

0:35:56.640,0:36:01.280
this game called Balders's Gate 3." Um, we used 
to do a lot of Runescape. We used to do a lot of

0:36:01.280,0:36:06.800
Runescape. Um, we would switch we'll switch games. 
We'll switch games for sure. Um, watch a movie. If

0:36:06.800,0:36:13.120
we're doing a show, we'll just do a show. So, it's 
like a lot of that's still there. And then um like

0:36:13.120,0:36:18.320
that's I that you know I think it's truly like a 
sign of the the times we live in you know. Well I

0:36:18.320,0:36:23.040
mean that was like you know how your relationship 
started. It's foundational you know. Yeah. And

0:36:23.040,0:36:28.000
then like you guys don't live together still so 
like Mhm. I mean you guys can text and you know

0:36:28.000,0:36:33.040
FaceTime maybe here and there but like you guys 
are making it work considering the fact that

0:36:33.040,0:36:37.280
you don't live together. Like it sounds like even 
though you don't live together you spend a lot of

0:36:37.280,0:36:43.120
time together. We definitely Yeah, cuz obviously 
like we You like to go out a lot. You like to go

0:36:43.120,0:36:48.880
out. I do. I do like to go out a lot, you know, 
and it's like it's having that digital aspect

0:36:48.880,0:36:54.560
is really nice. Um because, you know, like we'll 
recap, you know, like if he goes out and he has

0:36:54.560,0:36:58.720
the energy, we'll get on a call, but even then, 
like the following day, if we do get on a call and

0:36:58.720,0:37:03.440
it's like dedicated call time for us, then we'll 
just talk, you know, we'll talk about what we've

0:37:03.440,0:37:07.520
done um and what we're going to do and everything. 
And sometime sometimes sometimes there are nights

0:37:07.520,0:37:13.120
where you know um we don't really talk like we'll 
just kind of like get on a call like saying like

0:37:13.120,0:37:19.120
hey you do your thing I'll do my thing. Exactly. 
Yeah. And so like but that sounds like so normal

0:37:19.120,0:37:23.920
to your relationship. It's like not something that 
you I don't know have to like schedule. It's just

0:37:23.920,0:37:29.920
like Yeah. Sometimes we'll like say like hey like 
sometimes it'll be like oh we got to watch this

0:37:29.920,0:37:35.040
sometime this week like you know it's like whether 
that be today or maybe Wednesday or Thursday.

0:37:35.040,0:37:38.800
um we'll figure out how to be like we got to do 
this week or then sometimes it's like hey do you

0:37:38.800,0:37:42.800
want to hang out tonight and it's like yeah 
sure yeah you know there could be it's very

0:37:42.800,0:37:49.360
ad hoc are you if it's okay to ask are you guys 
ever going to plan to move in together you know

0:37:49.360,0:37:55.840
to be honest we haven't really like talked about 
it too much actually we I know it's we've had some

0:37:55.840,0:38:02.240
brief conversations about it cuz oftent times we 
talk about like you know what how we see ourselves

0:38:02.240,0:38:08.880
and like in our living situation right? Like what 
you want and what I want and um we kind of have

0:38:08.880,0:38:14.800
like a general idea of like what we want in the 
near future for ourselves, but we haven't really

0:38:14.800,0:38:22.560
discussed like living together yet. Mhm. Mhm. Cuz 
I live in SF and that's a very pricey place to be.

0:38:22.560,0:38:28.400
Um it's convenient for me because it's about like 
if there's one thing that's like fundamental to

0:38:28.400,0:38:37.840
my identity is I hate commuting. I hate driving so 
much. So, I will pay that premium to not cross the

0:38:37.840,0:38:43.360
bridge every morning at 6:00 in the morning to 
beat the traffic cuz I hate I think like Wait,

0:38:43.360,0:38:47.920
do you work in person? Uh, I go Yeah. So, yeah, 
I go I go to office. I don't know why I thought

0:38:47.920,0:38:52.880
that you were. Well, for the longest time I was 
fully remote. Okay. Okay. But now you're in person

0:38:52.880,0:38:57.280
like most of the time. Four out of five days. 
Three Three to five. Three to five days. Okay,

0:38:57.280,0:39:02.720
that makes sense. And it's an SF. It's an SF. 
Yes. Okay. Okay. Mhm. So I will do everything

0:39:02.720,0:39:08.880
in my power to not drive even though like you know 
it's sometimes it could be a little like it feels

0:39:08.880,0:39:15.200
extreme but I despise it. It is not I I don't 
know how people do it. Do you commute a lot? No,

0:39:15.200,0:39:22.080
I actually don't drive. Oh right. Okay. No, I'm 
I'm working on it. But, you know, it's like it's

0:39:22.080,0:39:27.360
like the scariest thing like really like as 
much as I want to get comfortable on the road,

0:39:27.360,0:39:31.440
I understand that it's like it really 
is like such a dangerous thing. You are

0:39:31.440,0:39:38.480
literally operating like this huge heavy machine. 
There's so many things that can go wrong. I Yeah,

0:39:38.480,0:39:42.720
I I've had a few clients that we've had to work 
through like driving anxiety because it's it's

0:39:42.720,0:39:48.880
real. And like I don't think what I was gonna say 
earlier is I don't think like we were meant to be

0:39:48.880,0:39:55.280
sitting in a car for two hours, three hours a day. 
Like Brad has a lot of um co-workers that live

0:39:55.280,0:40:01.360
in like Tracy or like Morgan Hill. Even Morgan 
Hill is like not that far, but it's far for like

0:40:01.360,0:40:08.320
Fremont. Like I think a lot of like for me it's 
like I have like the the feeling of not liking to

0:40:08.320,0:40:15.840
be sitting down for a long time. But um me growing 
up, my dad would um actually commute from Berling

0:40:15.840,0:40:23.760
game to Vakavville, which would end up being about 
2 and 1/2 hour drive if y'all one way. No. Yeah.

0:40:23.760,0:40:28.880
Yeah. So during traffic. So like so like he would 
leave in the morning and then because he was a car

0:40:28.880,0:40:35.280
salesman at the time and so a lot of their basics 
are for car salesman is based off commission. So,

0:40:35.280,0:40:41.280
so like he would have to utilize all the time he 
could spend there to to maximize the amount of

0:40:41.280,0:40:47.680
uh take home he could get and you know a lot of 
the times he'd be coming back at 11 10 at night

0:40:47.680,0:40:56.880
11 at night. Um and I just know it had to be two 
so two there two back four of those 11 hour work

0:40:56.880,0:41:03.040
days you know were dedicated to just being on the 
road. That's why. And it's like, no, I do not want

0:41:03.040,0:41:09.120
any part of like I do not want any of that. Yeah. 
So you if you stay at your job for the foreseeable

0:41:09.120,0:41:14.400
future, like you're going to be staying in SF. 
I think Yeah. As of right now, like the which is

0:41:14.400,0:41:19.200
it's hard. It's expensive. It's very expensive. 
And so like there's a lot of like um my mindset

0:41:19.200,0:41:25.440
is very get it right. Yeah. You know, I don't we 
I don't need to be the first one to do something.

0:41:25.440,0:41:33.360
Um, I just wanted to make sure that, you know, for 
the both of us, does it make sense for your long

0:41:33.360,0:41:37.600
like long-term future? Does it make sense for my 
long term term future? Does it make sense for our,

0:41:37.600,0:41:42.000
you know, you know, like like I'm okay with 
I'm I'm okay with taking the time and not

0:41:42.000,0:41:48.160
rushing it. I love that though, honestly, 
because I think that it is kind of a a step,

0:41:48.160,0:41:52.400
like a natural step that like, you know, if you 
think about like the timeline of a relationship,

0:41:52.400,0:41:56.960
it's like, okay, well, what's next? let's move in 
together. It's more than just a step. It's like

0:41:56.960,0:42:01.760
you either stay moving in together or you don't, 
right? It's it's a lifestyle change. It is. I

0:42:01.760,0:42:07.680
think a lot of like um stuff that we know like of 
relationships we see around us. I think a lot of

0:42:07.680,0:42:11.760
a lot of it really comes from like for me at least 
like just comes from your parents like especially

0:42:11.760,0:42:17.200
my parents they you know they moved in like after 
they got married. Yeah. And it's like and I think

0:42:17.200,0:42:22.160
there's a lot of changes like especially like 
now they want to move in first before but that's

0:42:22.160,0:42:25.760
not what the way I was taught. I feel like I'm 
constantly being like told different versions

0:42:25.760,0:42:31.360
of how different relationships can work. And so 
it's like that's for me I try not to frame around

0:42:31.360,0:42:36.320
anything. Just learn from what I can like learn 
from what I've seen, learn from what I, you know,

0:42:36.320,0:42:42.560
try to read, learn from whatever and just take 
what you want from everything that you've seen,

0:42:42.560,0:42:48.320
but then like still develop your own, you 
know, whatever works for you. It's nice to have

0:42:48.320,0:42:54.320
examples, but it's not like the be all end all for 
you. Yeah. Yeah. Is it the same for you, Chelsea?

0:42:54.320,0:42:58.080
Yeah. I mean, yeah, you're right. Like there is 
no guide book, right? It's always case by case.

0:42:58.080,0:43:05.280
It really depends on like each person and like 
in this case like how they are as a couple. Um,

0:43:05.280,0:43:12.160
I feel the same way like I I think for me at some 
point before any sort of thoughts of marriage,

0:43:12.160,0:43:17.120
it would be nice to kind of just see like how it 
is to live with each other cuz again like what you

0:43:17.120,0:43:22.880
were saying when you move in together it's either 
you stay together or you don't live together,

0:43:22.880,0:43:27.840
right? And you know it does work for some couples 
where they do live separately. Um, but you know

0:43:27.840,0:43:32.880
that is something that I do want where I I would 
like to live you know as a couple together, right?

0:43:32.880,0:43:39.600
But it sounds like you guys are in no particular 
rush for that. No. Yeah. I think um I I still

0:43:39.600,0:43:45.440
think also I'm still relatively young, you know? 
I do not like I Yeah. I don't know. Still figuring

0:43:45.440,0:43:49.920
it out. Yeah. Yeah. Definitely. I mean, you're 
even you, Chelsea, like you're even younger.

0:43:49.920,0:43:54.960
Like I mean I like Brad and I are married and I 
still feel like we're too young for that. Like

0:43:54.960,0:44:01.760
it's weird cuz like everyone here in the Bay Area 
like they're not married, right? I don't I mean I

0:44:01.760,0:44:05.600
have friends that are getting married but like it 
feels like a majority at least of like our friends

0:44:05.600,0:44:10.080
are not really married but then you know we go 
to Hawaii and like all of his friends are married

0:44:10.080,0:44:13.920
and have kids and stuff like that. It's just so 
different. Like I don't feel like adult enough

0:44:13.920,0:44:17.840
to be married. Is there like I mean is there a 
thing that's too young or too old? There is such

0:44:17.840,0:44:25.680
a wide range of how to do it and there's like not 
one of them is right or wrong. Well there's some

0:44:25.680,0:44:34.400
wrong ones but there may be some unhealthy ones. 
There's some out there. We're all susceptible. No,

0:44:34.400,0:44:38.720
but I appreciate what you guys are saying. I 
think really my whole point with this podcast

0:44:38.720,0:44:44.000
is to normalize everything, you know? And I 
appreciate what you guys are saying at least

0:44:44.000,0:44:48.000
about like I want to do it right. Like I don't 
want to just move in together just to move in

0:44:48.000,0:44:52.560
together because it's like the next step. Like I 
want to feel ready for it. I want our relationship

0:44:52.560,0:44:58.560
to feel ready for it because there's nothing worse 
than like moving in before you're ready and then

0:44:58.560,0:45:03.200
realizing that you're not ready like while you're 
living together and like having to like on top of

0:45:03.200,0:45:08.320
having to deal with like just adjusting to live 
together but like also expediting your guys'

0:45:08.320,0:45:13.120
relationship to be ready for it because you're 
already doing it, you know? How did we get here?

0:45:13.120,0:45:20.640
I I was about to say I was How did we get here? 
Um we were all going well Well, okay. So, you guys

0:45:20.640,0:45:26.720
officially started dating in September of 2021. 
So, how long has it been now? Four years. Four

0:45:26.720,0:45:32.320
years. One month now. Four years and 1 month. Um, 
now that you guys have been dating for 4 years,

0:45:32.320,0:45:37.280
what does a typical week look like for you guys 
since you're both still living separately? Um,

0:45:37.280,0:45:42.560
but like you've I'm sure developed your own like 
groove and routine in your relationship. So,

0:45:42.560,0:45:49.920
like could you walk me through what you know a 
week looks like and how you guys dedicate time to

0:45:49.920,0:45:56.160
each other and your relationship? Sure. Yeah. For 
from Chelsea's point of view for now, um you know,

0:45:56.160,0:46:00.720
the work week happens. I typically work overtime 
every day um because of that. I'm not sure if

0:46:00.720,0:46:05.840
we mentioned this on the podcast about like the 
tests that I do for my lab, but um I was granted

0:46:05.840,0:46:10.160
overtime to specifically do those tests. So, I'm 
working like 10our days, 5 days a week. Oh my

0:46:10.160,0:46:17.040
gosh, Chelsea. Um, and you know, every maybe like 
couple days or so, typ typically not every day,

0:46:17.040,0:46:22.720
but um, maybe every couple few days we'll like get 
on a call and we'll just hang out. We'll watch a

0:46:22.720,0:46:28.240
movie or play a game or just parallel play. Yeah, 
I love that. Um, and then, you know, we're always

0:46:28.240,0:46:32.320
finding something to do on the weekends as 
well, like kind of an excuse. I don't want to

0:46:32.320,0:46:36.480
say an excuse cuz we're like actively making the 
decision to like spend time with each other during

0:46:36.480,0:46:41.680
the weekend cuz that's, you know, when I have 
time to like come down. Yeah. Um but you know,

0:46:41.680,0:46:49.520
we're always like we'll go on a hike or like we'll 
go hang out in the city, go to You guys hike a

0:46:49.520,0:46:53.680
lot. Actually, I did a hike yesterday last week by 
myself. I think Jennice was actually supposed to

0:46:53.680,0:46:58.000
come to that one. I think he invited you as well. 
Yeah. And I was like, his back started hurting.

0:46:58.000,0:47:03.840
His back started hurting and I heard sunrise and 
I'm like, see, that's my favorite time. I I I

0:47:03.840,0:47:10.480
love to go at very inconvenient times. No, I mean 
it's like a great time. the trails are empty and

0:47:10.480,0:47:15.760
empty. When you're done, it's like 10:00 a.m. You 
have the whole day. Whole day to yourself. I love

0:47:15.760,0:47:20.960
that. Um during the weekdays, we like to, you 
know, do the online hangouts and then weekends

0:47:20.960,0:47:26.720
are typically like she I will say she comes 
down a lot to SF more than I go to American

0:47:26.720,0:47:33.360
Canyon. Um so I do appreciate you coming down. 
The ferry. The ferry. Just like romanticize the

0:47:33.360,0:47:38.160
public public transportation. That's where it's 
all at. Oh, absolutely. Yeah. But yeah, I mean

0:47:38.160,0:47:43.840
yesterday like we we basically did a tourist date. 
We rode the cable car. We did a little bike ride

0:47:43.840,0:47:50.480
on the warf. Um went to Gerard Deli Square. Gerard 
Deli Square mini golf. I'm not sure if it was like

0:47:50.480,0:47:55.360
subconscious, but it was a very like picturesque 
date night like date day yesterday. I know. I was

0:47:55.360,0:48:00.000
going to say I'm like this is like a movie. 
Yeah, I know. And but but then they're like,

0:48:00.000,0:48:02.880
you know, like she'll come down to the weekend 
and sometimes the weekend will just be like you

0:48:02.880,0:48:07.040
want to go to a coffee shop in the morning and 
just read. You read? You want to read? and I'll

0:48:07.040,0:48:13.440
just do my like thing. I'll either like either 
journal or read or just play chess on my phone

0:48:13.440,0:48:19.200
or something. Oh my god. And then like and then 
we just basically like go back to my apartment,

0:48:19.200,0:48:25.360
play a board game, maybe watch another movie like 
in person this time. Um um I forgot who mentioned

0:48:25.360,0:48:33.040
this, but one of my guests mentioned like medium 
distance, not like long distance, so it kind of

0:48:33.040,0:48:37.600
feels like that. I it's not too far, but like 
you don't get to see each other on during the

0:48:37.600,0:48:44.480
weeks and stuff like that. Um, so I imagine that 
it makes the time that you guys do spend in person

0:48:44.480,0:48:49.760
together like that much more nice and special. 
Yeah. Honestly, I feel like I I've thought about

0:48:49.760,0:48:54.480
this too. Like I've heard medium distance being 
used to describe like not not even just like the

0:48:54.480,0:49:07.520
actual distance between like maybe like each 
couple, right? I think we're only like 45

0:49:07.520,0:49:13.440
is also part of that kind of medium distance 
as well. Um, you know, I think having that time

0:49:13.440,0:49:19.920
to like, you know, do our own thing during the 
week and then also get together and do like us,

0:49:19.920,0:49:23.840
you know, it's really fun and it's it's even 
during the week when we are doing our own time,

0:49:23.840,0:49:28.800
at least we know like they're still us, right? 
You know, it helps a lot. It's it's really nice.

0:49:28.800,0:49:32.560
I love that. I'm curious if you guys are 
comfortable talking about it. I'd love to

0:49:32.560,0:49:38.400
hear about like any challenges you've experienced 
in your relationship and how you navigate conflict

0:49:38.400,0:49:44.720
or challenges in general. Mhm. Chelsea and I we 
don't really have a lot of fights. I think one

0:49:44.720,0:49:51.600
challenge I think that sometimes like I think 
Chelsea and I are very non-confrontational. So

0:49:51.600,0:49:58.880
I think that kind of sometimes can bite us in 
the butt. Um cuz I think um I try and this is

0:49:58.880,0:50:06.080
why I'm trying to be vague. I think a lot of the 
challenges I think we both we both have in common

0:50:06.080,0:50:13.920
is the kind of challenges we saw in our households 
growing up where it was very confrontational to

0:50:13.920,0:50:18.560
say the least and I think we kind of like 
maybe internalized that to where it's like

0:50:18.560,0:50:23.440
we try to like basically do the basically do the 
opposite. Yeah. And so I think you know like you

0:50:23.440,0:50:29.360
want this relationship to be the one space that 
feels like you don't have to be so in-your-face

0:50:29.360,0:50:34.400
confrontation. Yeah. I think we're really even 
now like we're still trying to navigate a way

0:50:34.400,0:50:40.480
to like normalize that kind of communication where 
there is an issue and like we don't have any fear

0:50:40.480,0:50:45.520
to kind of just bring it up and like we're okay 
with like having any sort of like uh conflict in

0:50:45.520,0:50:49.360
that kind of situation. So that's definitely 
something we're still working on. It's yeah,

0:50:49.360,0:50:53.840
it's something you're working on and you know, 
[ __ ] may not ever get it perfect, but you know,

0:50:53.840,0:50:59.200
you know, just keep at it. You know, know that you 
got to trust. I think the one thing that I think

0:50:59.200,0:51:05.200
we both have is we have trust that no matter 
what if we when when we bring it something up,

0:51:05.200,0:51:11.360
if we do, you know, it's always we're always 
looking out for us, right? It's not because I

0:51:11.360,0:51:16.480
I'm very I think for me it's like love from a 
love style. I'm a very hands-off where in the

0:51:16.480,0:51:22.080
sense that it's like I'm not trying to control 
any aspect of your life. You know, I want every

0:51:22.080,0:51:27.920
bit of every decision you do for you like made by 
you and you know, I'll support and then you know,

0:51:27.920,0:51:32.160
kind of like expect the support back kind of like 
thing. It's like I'm a very handsoff. you know,

0:51:32.160,0:51:37.280
you do what you want to do, do what you need to 
do, and I'm gonna be supportive. And so that's

0:51:37.280,0:51:43.840
any form of like, you know, criticism, any form 
of like advice, it's always that like, you know,

0:51:43.840,0:51:49.840
use at your discretion and it'll, you know, it's 
always it's looking out for best of us. Yeah.

0:51:49.840,0:51:53.760
Yeah. And like having that trust that like, you 
know, you are making the decisions that you want

0:51:53.760,0:52:00.000
to make. Um, and I think you've also explicitly 
expressed this where like, you know, if there is

0:52:00.000,0:52:05.680
something that does like concern us when we tell 
each other we want to do something like to don't

0:52:05.680,0:52:12.000
not be afraid of like having that push back of 
like saying, "Oh, I'm a little worried, you know,

0:52:12.000,0:52:16.960
about, you know, you making this decision and 
like being there to like say something cuz I mean,

0:52:16.960,0:52:21.200
we're here, you know, not just to listen, but 
to also to like, right, right, to support,

0:52:21.200,0:52:26.880
but also like, you know, not blindly, you know, 
like you guys I'm sure like respect each other's

0:52:26.880,0:52:31.520
opinions which is why sometimes there's a time 
and place for everything right but like sometimes

0:52:31.520,0:52:36.800
you need an opinion you need maybe you need that I 
think just what you said about trust like trusting

0:52:36.800,0:52:42.640
that like whatever is said is like you know coming 
from a place of love and also like coming from a

0:52:42.640,0:52:47.520
place of wanting to look out and what's best 
for the other person right a really common I

0:52:47.520,0:52:52.480
think relationship dynamic is like there's the 
person that is like non-confrontational kind of

0:52:52.480,0:52:56.080
you know people have said like they shut down or 
like it's hard for them to talk about feelings

0:52:56.080,0:52:59.920
and stuff like that. And then there's like 
the other person that's like let's get this,

0:52:59.920,0:53:04.960
you know, figured out right now. And like I 
know it must be hard to have two people who

0:53:04.960,0:53:08.880
like I don't know if you guys resonate with like 
shutting down or like you know things like that,

0:53:08.880,0:53:13.840
but like being non-confrontational is hard 
because like sometimes it's easy to not ever

0:53:13.840,0:53:19.600
get to the thing that needs to be talked about. 
But I'm also acknowledging that it sounds like

0:53:19.600,0:53:25.840
it comes from a place of upbringing upbringing and 
like uh what you've witnessed at home. And I just

0:53:25.840,0:53:31.600
imagine it's something that a lot of people who 
maybe share some of our identities can resonate

0:53:31.600,0:53:37.360
with. You know, I I think of it like kind of 
like a pressure valve where like, you know,

0:53:37.360,0:53:42.000
all these things that you know, whether it 
be like all the stresses we get from work,

0:53:42.000,0:53:46.400
stresses we get from just talking to family, 
stresses we get from talking to friends,

0:53:46.400,0:53:53.120
all the stresses like it all boils with us in us 
like in our own ways. And if we don't like decide

0:53:53.120,0:53:57.760
to be confrontational about it, it's going to come 
out in other versions in other other aspects of

0:53:57.760,0:54:02.560
your life that may not be productive to you. And 
so it's like a lot of the times like you know when

0:54:02.560,0:54:06.400
I maybe maybe I'm going through something I don't 
even realize I'm going through something and you

0:54:06.400,0:54:11.680
know it's like a lot of the times like when I know 
it comes out in ways like uh maybe I have a night

0:54:11.680,0:54:18.240
similar when I met Chelsea a lot of the stress 
was coming from school at the time. Um, but like

0:54:18.240,0:54:22.320
a lot of times like you know I'm thinking back to 
times like where I've been like that. It's like

0:54:22.320,0:54:26.720
wait have me and Chelsea talked a bit when you're 
looking for like your partner. This is the person

0:54:26.720,0:54:31.920
that you that can be the reliable one that you 
know you bring this confrontation up. Something's

0:54:31.920,0:54:35.840
going to get something's going to move. It's not 
going to stay stagnant. That's really the key,

0:54:35.840,0:54:38.560
you know, key. Sometimes, you know, sometimes 
you take a bad step. Sometimes, you know,

0:54:38.560,0:54:44.000
say the wrong thing. Um. Yeah. But that's all part 
of just growing as a, you know, as a relationship,

0:54:44.000,0:54:50.000
right? It's something that you I think you know 
navigating conflict is like a it's like a dance,

0:54:50.000,0:54:56.800
right? And like you dancers I forgot this. 
It's like a dance. Yeah. Um but it's like a

0:54:56.800,0:54:59.760
dance where it's like sometimes like especially 
when you're dancing with a new partner, it's

0:54:59.760,0:55:03.120
like kind of clunky and like awkward at first, 
but then like you learn how the other person

0:55:03.120,0:55:08.480
moves and you learn patterns of the other person 
and it's a process. It's a process that like is

0:55:08.480,0:55:13.680
kind of a lifetime process. Like it just keeps it 
keeps happening. It keeps evolving and stuff. So

0:55:14.400,0:55:21.040
Um but thank you so much for sharing. I know it's 
like a really um candid and vulnerable thing. So I

0:55:21.040,0:55:26.160
appreciate you sharing that with me and with you 
know the podcast. Yeah. Okay. So something like

0:55:26.160,0:55:33.920
maybe on a lighter note. Can I pee? Me too. Oh 
my god. Sure. Sure. Sure. Sorry I I missed that.

0:55:33.920,0:55:41.200
I was like yeah go pee. Yeah I'll go. Great. Yay. 
I've never had a good espresso martini in public.

0:55:41.200,0:55:45.280
I Okay. So what you're saying is you have to make 
me one. Exactly. Yeah. Make me one and it has to

0:55:45.280,0:55:51.040
be in the morning. It's all thanks to her cuz she 
got me my espresso machine. Mhm. A gift. I know,

0:55:51.040,0:55:58.240
right? Perfect gift for him. I I like I saw the 
gift and I was like I was like my first I I know

0:55:58.240,0:56:02.400
you were I know you were scared of this reaction. 
Wait, wait, wait. Actually, can we cuz like this

0:56:02.400,0:56:06.880
is a this is really cute. Wait. So, yeah. What 
you're saying is that you have to make me an

0:56:06.880,0:56:13.840
espresso martini. Yes. I Yes. So, uh I got into 
espresso. So, I'm a really big fan of coffee. Um,

0:56:13.840,0:56:21.680
coffee. This is very, uh, it's very well known 
in like my circles. Um, Chelsea, one of the very

0:56:21.680,0:56:27.520
first, I think it was our first year, second or 
third. Second, yeah, second or third anniversary.

0:56:27.520,0:56:33.440
And, um, we got each other's like, you know, like 
year gifts and like I saw like this big box. She's

0:56:33.440,0:56:37.040
like, "Hey, can you help me bring your gift into 
the trunk?" And I was like, "Yeah." I was like,

0:56:37.040,0:56:41.360
like I was like, "Okay." Yeah. And I saw the 
box and I was like I immediately knew what it

0:56:41.360,0:56:48.160
was just because I'm like but it was you couldn't 
tell. Was it wrapped or No, it was not. It was a

0:56:48.160,0:56:52.080
big box. It was a big heavy box. It was like in 
the in the in the delivery box. It was Yeah. It

0:56:52.080,0:56:57.920
didn't say exactly what it was, but you I knew 
exactly what it was just because I like I know

0:56:57.920,0:57:04.640
the size of the thing and like I Wait, is it like 
an actual espresso machine? It's a um I would say

0:57:04.640,0:57:10.240
it's the best starter. Okay. one you could get 
that you can see at like coffee shops and stuff.

0:57:10.240,0:57:14.400
Not that quite. Okay. Like like but but it's like 
but it's not like an espresso. It's like no it's

0:57:14.400,0:57:20.400
like it's like a legit like espresso machine and 
I know it because like in I was like looking at

0:57:20.400,0:57:26.000
it kind of like daydreaming about getting one 
and I saw it and I was like my my gut reaction

0:57:26.000,0:57:30.640
was this is way too damn much to be spending on. 
Oh damn anniversary gift. It was her third year.

0:57:30.640,0:57:40.560
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I remember no I and like if it 
wasn't such a good gift I probably would have been

0:57:40.560,0:57:48.720
a little but I'm like [ __ ] I really wanted one 
like like that's like way too much but also like

0:57:48.720,0:57:54.320
I'm going to use it. I still use it to this day 
and I think it's like it's one of the best gifts

0:57:54.320,0:57:59.680
I've ever gotten because of how much utility 
I actually got from it. Yeah. And so like I'm

0:57:59.680,0:58:04.080
doing like these like being able to taste espresso 
at home. I was like, "Wait a second." I was like,

0:58:04.080,0:58:08.960
"I'm making espresso like I normally do at work, 
but I can now I can make espresso martinis now."

0:58:08.960,0:58:12.320
Right. You can you can actually make whatever you 
want. You don't have to make whatever the hell I

0:58:12.320,0:58:18.320
want. Oh my god. Um so in Northern California, 
I have yet to have a good espresso martini. Um

0:58:18.320,0:58:23.440
so what makes a good espresso martini? Um 
good espresso. Okay. Okay. I think I think

0:58:23.440,0:58:28.000
that I think that's what a lot of places are 
lacking. Yeah, they're there to serve drinks,

0:58:28.000,0:58:32.720
not coffee. And you know, it's like and like 
I get it like the places that do like they'll

0:58:32.720,0:58:37.680
take the time to invest and a lot of the time they 
don't have they don't have time to make it. Oh my

0:58:37.680,0:58:46.720
gosh. So Genesis told you his plan, right? Like 
he wants to open a cafe bar, the blackout bar.

0:58:46.720,0:58:52.400
When he told me that, I was like, that is genius. 
Cafe in the morning. So bar at night. Yeah. So, he

0:58:52.400,0:58:59.680
should hire you as like the buyer. You know, I'm a 
little disappointed he I was in these talks. I was

0:58:59.680,0:59:06.000
in these talks. Yeah, I know. He didn't mention 
you. Co-founder. Co-founder, right? But yeah, I

0:59:06.000,0:59:11.920
would love to try cuz I have never tried one. And 
the beauty is we I can make a decaf cuz it's at

0:59:11.920,0:59:17.360
home. Yeah. Yeah, you're right. They're not going 
to serve a decaf. To be honest, they're probably

0:59:17.360,0:59:21.760
not even putting espresso. They're probably just 
putting Kúa and vodka and calling it a day. Oh

0:59:21.760,0:59:28.000
god. Glue isn't bad, but the espressos that's like 
the fun of it, you know. Wait, so Chelsea, do you

0:59:28.000,0:59:34.320
like that's such a lovely gift? Do you like gift 
giving? I have a hard time giving gifts actually.

0:59:34.320,0:59:39.440
Like I Cuz I find that giving gifts to men, not to 
generalize, but like giving gifts to men is hard.

0:59:39.440,0:59:43.520
Actually, Brad's not hard because he likes he's 
very passionate about what he likes. But yeah,

0:59:43.520,0:59:48.640
I think like it was kind of easy. Well, obviously 
very easy there. I sometimes honestly sometimes

0:59:48.640,0:59:53.440
giving gifts to Jesse is pretty easy because he's 
very vocal about the things that he wants like

0:59:53.440,0:59:59.200
he does like a lot of practical gifts but also 
because we like talk about music a lot he also

0:59:59.200,1:00:04.480
expresses you know a lot of like the vinyls he 
wants or like any kind of artist he wants so it's

1:00:04.480,1:00:09.120
you know he can always get it for himself but you 
know like everything yeah you don't have to get it

1:00:09.120,1:00:14.160
for yourself especially like an espresso machine 
that you were very much like I don't want to spend

1:00:14.160,1:00:20.000
the money on this you do you have a do you have a 
favorite gift that he does? Do I have a favorite

1:00:20.000,1:00:25.040
gift? Oh, I mean I I I don't have a particular 
item, but I really I love like handwritten notes,

1:00:25.040,1:00:31.440
handwritten letters. So, every card that he's ever 
gotten me, I've it's on a pile like I re I reread

1:00:31.440,1:00:37.440
them every once in a while. Yeah. Wow. So, you 
write like I It's It's actually my only reason

1:00:37.440,1:00:42.960
to write actually. I don't really write in like 
handwritten handwritten stuff in any other context

1:00:42.960,1:00:48.400
besides give uh giving gifts to others. Um, and 
she just happens to be the biggest recipient of

1:00:48.400,1:00:53.760
most of my gifts that I ever do. But like I even 
try to like I think what I'm I think I tried to

1:00:53.760,1:01:00.320
do was um make birthday cards just like for anyone 
who invites me to something. It's like they take

1:01:00.320,1:01:04.400
the time and like you know what? Yeah, that's 
right. You wrote me a card for Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

1:01:04.400,1:01:09.840
Which I don't know if I feel like people don't 
usually they don't and I I think it's like there's

1:01:09.840,1:01:13.360
a little bit of effort involved but it's like 
even like the fact of getting one like I think

1:01:13.360,1:01:19.200
it's always Yeah. I think it's just another reason 
to That's so sweet. So, you have all of them that

1:01:19.200,1:01:25.360
he's given to you. That's so sweet. I remember 
um I think it was from our third anniversary or

1:01:25.360,1:01:31.680
maybe it was like a card that you got me as like a 
part of my graduation gift. Um there was a moment

1:01:31.680,1:01:37.360
in time where after the graduation I like took it 
every with me cuz I would like want to reread it.

1:01:37.360,1:01:42.800
But then for like I don't know maybe a few months 
I was like oh where is it? I can't find it. Oh no.

1:01:42.800,1:01:47.600
And it made me like so sad for the longest 
time. Um, but I realized like I was looking

1:01:47.600,1:01:52.240
for a folder that had all my play bills from like 
shows I've been to and I kept it in there. I think

1:01:52.240,1:01:57.120
maybe when I was reorganizing I was like, "Oh, 
thank God." Oh my god. I can't even imagine how

1:01:57.120,1:02:02.800
scary that must have been. Yeah. Oh my god. Like 
your prized possessions like Have you found them

1:02:02.800,1:02:08.640
then? I have. I found them. So that's like what 
four years of cards? Yeah. I mean birthday cards,

1:02:08.640,1:02:14.880
um, graduation gift stuff. Oh, I love that. is 
kind of like celebration. Christmas. Christmas.

1:02:14.880,1:02:20.560
Christmas. So cute. Yeah. So, you guys have been 
together for 4 years. We only really talked about,

1:02:20.560,1:02:25.280
you know, when you guys met to when you started 
dating, but there's so much that happened between

1:02:25.280,1:02:32.720
then and now. So, what is a favorite, not 
favorite, but like a really fond, you know,

1:02:32.720,1:02:37.040
special memory that you guys have? And it can 
be different. There's a lot that happened in

1:02:37.040,1:02:43.280
between. I'm not going to lie. Yesterday was kind 
of fun. Like, I have like it like it was really

1:02:43.280,1:02:50.560
just like a tourist day. I I I think the one like 
there's not a particular memory but when House of

1:02:50.560,1:02:56.560
Dragons was on we would always be like the first 
season. The first season yeah I haven't seen the

1:02:56.560,1:03:03.040
second season. We would always be looking forward 
to like the Sundays. I Sundays u I just remember

1:03:03.040,1:03:08.000
like throwing that throughout that entire process 
and this is not just House of Dragons. We do this

1:03:08.000,1:03:13.440
like for all the shows that we kind of like watch 
like when it comes out. Um we'll watch the we'll

1:03:13.440,1:03:17.760
watch the episode, we'll talk about the episode, 
we'll watch other people's analysis of the of

1:03:17.760,1:03:24.000
their episodes. That's so cute. Um I'm always 
appreciative of something like I think for me I

1:03:24.000,1:03:29.680
value being able to give commentary on stuff maybe 
that you experience together I think is valuable

1:03:29.680,1:03:35.200
and I think that you know that's kind of like a 
thing I do enjoy us doing. So not particularly a

1:03:35.200,1:03:39.520
memory but just kind of a practice. Yeah. No, I 
love that. Well, thank you. You gave me two. So,

1:03:39.520,1:03:44.000
you gave me that really special date that you guys 
had yesterday and then also just like, you know,

1:03:44.000,1:03:49.840
something that feels like a Yeah. like a ritual 
that you guys had. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Mine I think

1:03:49.840,1:03:55.920
for me I I also don't have a particular memory. 
Yeah. I think like maybe it's recency bias with

1:03:55.920,1:04:01.360
like the day from yesterday, but I really enjoy 
when we kind of just have like an impromptu day

1:04:01.360,1:04:05.760
where like we kind of just do things one after 
the other and like we're in total agreement of

1:04:05.760,1:04:08.800
like is that what happened yesterday? Yeah, 
that's basically what happened cuz I think

1:04:08.800,1:04:14.480
we were actually we wanted to just go on a picnic. 
Go on a picnic, but it was raining. It rained that

1:04:14.480,1:04:20.240
morning. So, okay. So, I was like I was like I'm 
not trying to get my pants wet. That's fair. Um, I

1:04:20.240,1:04:26.480
think we were we were going somewhere originally. 
I don't remember. I just remember. But either way,

1:04:26.480,1:04:30.720
it sounds like you went into it without very many 
things on the itinerary, but like you ended up

1:04:30.720,1:04:36.960
having this like picture perfect date. Yeah. So, 
okay. So, that was a lot of it was spontaneous

1:04:36.960,1:04:41.760
then. Yeah. And that's what you do. You guys do 
that often? I think so. Actually, a lot of our SF

1:04:41.760,1:04:45.760
days are kind of just unplanned. Sometimes we 
will have a plan and then we don't follow and

1:04:45.760,1:04:49.760
then we just end up doing something else. Yeah. Oh 
my gosh. So what? You guys are just like driving

1:04:49.760,1:04:54.640
be like, "Hey, should we do this or just walk?" 
Well, we're just walking. Yeah. Well, actually,

1:04:54.640,1:05:01.360
yeah, cuz driving in SF is a nightmare. I never I 
would I will do anything I can to avoid driving.

1:05:01.360,1:05:06.240
Mhm. Yeah. That's fair. So, you're in the right 
place then, right? That's Wait, so how do you

1:05:06.240,1:05:12.960
get around Ubers? Public transportation. Mhm. Like 
the metro and So, we'll do MUN. MUN. Sorry. Gosh,

1:05:12.960,1:05:19.760
obviously I'm not in town. Uh, we do MUN a lot. 
Um, if we need to get to somewhere urgently, we

1:05:19.760,1:05:27.840
do use Whimo. Um, not You've used Whimo? Yeah. How 
is it? It's good. It's good. It's cheaper than an

1:05:27.840,1:05:33.360
Uber. Really? It is. I say this all the time. Like 
unfortunately, Whimo is like even here or in San

1:05:33.360,1:05:38.000
Francisco, it's way more cheaper than if I were 
to take like an Uber or Lift to work for like a

1:05:38.000,1:05:43.520
15-minute ride or like even from work to the ferry 
building for a 4-minute ride, it's like 16 bucks.

1:05:43.520,1:05:49.280
Um, but I mean obviously that kind of accounts for 
like, you know, the driver. Yeah. Which is like it

1:05:49.280,1:05:52.720
makes sense. It's fine. I'm okay with tipping, 
especially if it's like a service provided to

1:05:52.720,1:05:57.840
me. But like I I think about it sometimes like 
it being like $10 for a 10-minute ride in San

1:05:57.840,1:06:03.440
Francisco with Whimo. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. 
Yeah. Yeah. Okay. I I try We try to use the public

1:06:03.440,1:06:09.360
transportation as much as we can. Way more. Which 
is why it might be I think it's probably a good

1:06:09.360,1:06:15.360
reason why a lot of the stuff we do is unprompted 
is because like our mode of transportation like

1:06:15.360,1:06:20.480
sometimes like what's in front of us dictates like 
like sometimes we like have this plan it's like

1:06:20.480,1:06:26.480
uh I don't want to walk all the way to that bus 
stop and wait for 13 minutes. Let's just let's

1:06:26.480,1:06:30.640
just do this instead. You know, sometimes that's 
just how it goes. When I'm with other people,

1:06:30.640,1:06:37.600
I feel like I'm very I whatever's like the path 
of least resistance, just go with like whatever

1:06:37.600,1:06:41.760
whatever makes everyone happy, I'll do it. It's 
like I just I'll be very vocal be like, "Okay,

1:06:41.760,1:06:47.200
I I don't want to do this. I want to I love that. 
You don't have to Yeah. Yeah. You can actually

1:06:47.200,1:06:51.360
you can actually voice what you want." Oh, yeah. 
Which is nice. Are you guys usually on the same

1:06:51.360,1:06:56.800
page with that? It's like, "Oh, I also don't want 
to walk." Yeah, most of the time. Yeah. What does

1:06:56.800,1:07:02.880
that look? Sometimes I feel like I'll say it and 
then she's like, "Let's do it." Well, that's good

1:07:02.880,1:07:08.560
then. Then I don't have anything in mind. And you 
know, obviously like he's had more time to explore

1:07:08.560,1:07:13.520
his area more than I have. Um, and you know, I 
just trust it. You know, if like it's something

1:07:13.520,1:07:18.000
that he wants to do too, I'm happy to join. If 
there's something I want to do, I'll say it. Like,

1:07:18.000,1:07:20.880
you know, it's happened before. Like, you know, if 
there's something you want to do, but like I want

1:07:20.880,1:07:27.520
to do something more, let's do that. A well, thank 
you guys so much for sharing. Just to close things

1:07:27.520,1:07:32.800
out, is there anything that you guys are looking 
forward to that's coming up anytime soon? I feel

1:07:32.800,1:07:36.640
like there's always something to look forward to. 
That's a thing like we'll think about like Oh,

1:07:36.640,1:07:40.720
like we'll have something next weekend or maybe 
like a few weekends from now. Like I we have our

1:07:40.720,1:07:46.160
Google calendars shared with each other. I love 
that. Love that. This is becoming a recurring

1:07:46.160,1:07:51.600
thing I'm noticing is that it's just easier. Yeah. 
Coordinate with especially with just friends like

1:07:51.600,1:07:57.520
Yeah. Everyone's busy. Everyone is so busy. Oh 
yeah. Oh my gosh. I don't know. Not in the near

1:07:57.520,1:08:02.960
future, but we've talked about it often. Like um 
we talked about like wanting to do trips more,

1:08:02.960,1:08:08.720
like going to travel. For our anniversary, 
we went to Carmel. Um Oh, nice. Yeah. So,

1:08:08.720,1:08:12.960
that was fun because um it was just kind of an us 
thing. Um cuz often times when we're traveling,

1:08:12.960,1:08:18.800
it'll be with other people. Um we haven't really 
done anything just us like go out somewhere away

1:08:18.800,1:08:23.680
from the area. Yeah. Um, that's one of my goals 
is I think especially like to see parts of the

1:08:23.680,1:08:30.800
um seeing the parts that New York like just places 
that like people have been to that I have not like

1:08:30.800,1:08:35.680
east like I haven't been to the east coast and I 
know Chelsea's family is like on the east coast

1:08:35.680,1:08:41.120
Toronto we've talked about I I proposed Toronto 
um cuz I want to visit family there as well. Um

1:08:41.120,1:08:45.200
can you're not Canadian are you? No. Okay. 
I was like were you born there? No. Well,

1:08:45.200,1:08:50.800
my my dad um he lived a lot of his life in 
Toronto. Okay. So, we his side of the family,

1:08:50.800,1:08:55.040
it's in the they're in the Philippines, but also 
in Toronto. Cool. Um and I've been there once, but

1:08:55.040,1:08:58.400
I do want to visit there again, especially during 
the summer cuz I've heard it's really nice in the

1:08:58.400,1:09:02.800
summer. I heard it's like only nice in the summer 
and then it just like cold. The one time I was

1:09:02.800,1:09:07.280
there, it was a snowstorm like it was horrible. 
Oh god. But, you know, it's something that I do

1:09:07.280,1:09:12.160
want to go back to, you know, see family again and 
I' I'd love for him to go as well and, you know,

1:09:12.160,1:09:18.480
meet my other part of my family. So yeah. Yeah. 
Cool. Well, you have to post photos. I know you

1:09:18.480,1:09:22.640
guys are both kind of not on Instagram right now, 
but No. Yeah, totally. But I'd love to hear about

1:09:22.640,1:09:28.640
them. Yeah, we're I think me and Chelsea are 
the same way on Instagram. We are on Instagram,

1:09:28.640,1:09:35.760
but we're not on Instagram. It's It's a lot to 
be on Instagram right now. Yeah. Yeah. So, but

1:09:35.760,1:09:41.520
I'd love to hear about the trips that you guys are 
planning on going to and then go on in the future.

1:09:41.520,1:09:48.640
Um, but I am so happy and grateful that you 
guys were on the podcast. Episode five. Oh,

1:09:48.640,1:09:56.320
yeah. First podcast ever. It's been so nice, 
honestly, hearing about your guys' story and yeah,

1:09:56.320,1:10:00.560
just thank you so much. Thank you for inviting me. 
I love being here. It's so much so much fun. Oh my

1:10:00.560,1:10:06.160
god. I'm glad. I'm glad. I'm glad it was enjoyable 
for you guys cuz I I feel like when I ask people

1:10:06.160,1:10:11.520
to be on the podcast, people get nervous about 
it because it's like the podcast for sure. But it

1:10:11.520,1:10:15.600
got easier, right? It got easier. It actually got 
easy the second we like entered the door. Like I

1:10:15.600,1:10:19.360
like I like forgot. I'm like, "Oh, wait. This is 
Yeah, you guys, we're actually doing something.

1:10:19.360,1:10:23.680
We're not just sitting and hanging out." Yeah. But 
yeah, thank you so much for listening. And if you

1:10:23.680,1:10:30.160
enjoyed this episode, please subscribe and follow 
me on Ordinary Love podcast. And if you or anybody

1:10:30.160,1:10:36.160
else that you know would love to be on the podcast 
as well, please reach out. I'm always looking for

1:10:36.160,1:10:57.280
new couples to interview. Um but yeah, thank 
you so much and see you next time. Thank you.

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